I think perhaps what's got me abit worked up is that I am a tad on the paranoid side, (I try to get help for it), and I can normally weigh up a situation and come out with a logical understanding. However with me there will come a point where I cannot help but think on the paranoid side.
This has really come from this reputation thing. My train of thought goes something like this (and i'm not suggested this is the 'right' way to thing, but i'd feel happier if someone could agree with me)...
- A lot of people with demi status (and a few non demis) are given a reputation.
- Who decided who gets a 'reputation'
- Did they decide I didn't need/deserve/warrant a reputation?
- If thats just me being paranoid, then what else could be happening?
- Someones just having fun.
- Wait - it's a bit inconsiderate to play games on a community like this.
- There will be an explanation
- There's not been an explanation, someone realises they're being reckless and inconsiderate and doesn't want to own up.
- No, that's just being paranoid, what else could be happening?
- Arns making a point that he believes a reputation system would be daft, so he sets about creating a rigged/loaded 'demonstration' that gets people worked up in to a ruckass about nothing, thus is able to use this as evidence that a reputation system would be a bad idea.
- Hmm I must be right about one or all of the above, because I can't think of anything else.
Since then, i've not succeeded in communicating my point very well at all, offending and upsetting a few folks hence further pushing myself away from any chance of making friends or fitting in within any communities here that I may or may not wish to be a part of.