So it’s just all on me huh?
It’s not all on you in the sense that it’s not on you that someone insults you. It’s all on you in the sense that you yourself are the key to your freedom from verbal insults. That freedom does not come from people behaving in accordance with our expectations, but from understanding the only instrument we have to recognize and experience life, which is our mind.
I don’t think it’s controversial when you are not nice when someone insults you or your family. But I do think that both deliberate insults and retaliation reflect a lack of understanding of the mind.
In one of your posts you write “I really don't know what happened to the world.” You may have encountered unpleasant behaviors recently that you hadn’t encountered before, for example, when you kindly opened a door for someone. But just because something is a “first-encounter” for you, doesn’t mean it has never happened to anyone else in the past. As far as behavior is concerned, I don’t think something is happening in the world nowadays that has not happened for many generations.
Understanding the mind doesn’t mean we’ll never dislike, disapprove or disagree anymore. It means we spontaneously grow to become steady, peaceful and harmonious, no matter what. The following is only meant as “food for thought” for everyone who’s interested; it’s not to judge, condemn or tell anyone what (not) to do. It may be of help wherever we meet others, offline or online.
Early animal-man didn’t know anything, because the mind had yet to evolve. He only made sounds, like animals did. What he knew, he only knew instinctively, like animals did and still do. As the mind evolved, certain sounds in the mind began to appear as thoughts, which was the birth of knowledge. Life had begun to allow man know life in the form of thoughts. Knowledge has been developing (evolving) spontaneously, uncontrollably and unpredictably ever since and will continue to be evolved by life, not by man, which means many things, one of them being that we (will) only know and understand what we are meant to know and understand in any given moment in time.
Modern man doesn’t live life as it is, because life has evolved the mind to expect life. This too means many things, one of them being that no one is without friction in his or her life. Our lives flow in such a way that discrepancies between recognition and expectation are inevitable.
Since it is life that has manifested the mind, life isn’t under control of the mind. One of many clues of that is the following. If an expectation isn’t met, a thought as an emotion, for example anger, of a certain intensity follows. But in our minds we’re made to believe we can control what we express. We can count to 10 instead of expressing the anger. But if that control were real, then why keep the expectation? I mean, if we would do away with the expectation, it would save us the trouble of controlling the anger, would it not? But no man chooses his expectations. We expect, whether we like it or not. Hence, we express or express not, whether we like it or not. Counting to 10 only proves we can count.
What man needs, I believe, is trust and patience, which he doesn’t have. Man is impatient and fearful. So, he’s always looking (forward) for (to) something in life, having his focus worriedly on how life
should be. Patience will come the moment you understand that life is in life’s hands. Then you’ll begin to just look at life
as it is. You’ve understood that life only happens in one way. Trust will grow to replace your worries and fears, allowing you to be at peace with yourself and with others, offline or online, come what may.