Here is the picture you asked for. I don't really want to send this one back. I haven't canceled the other yet.
Can I ask why you don't want to send it back? I mean, that's your choice, but just curious.
When you're spending this kind of money I think you should get what looks best on you, and the 42mm is definitely going to suit you better. You'll have a little bit more room, and a wider face will make it so it proportionately sits on your wrist. It's better to wait and be happy than settle now just so you can play around.