Thanks! My opinion is that reading classics from thousands of years ago really helps finding different ways to look at the world. It also helps me notice how the human mind (and many of its reasonings and problems) didn't really change throughout the centuries.
You should really try it. I certainly don't buy all the "miracles" that some teachers (good faith and bad faith ones) claim, but I find it a truly helpful practice.
I recommend two apps:
1GiantMind - This is mantra based, nondirective effortless meditation; 20 minutes a day. It's guided for the first couple of minutes, then it's completely silent (or with some light background music) until the end. This is my favorite. 100% free.
Calm - This is "mindfulness" based (mostly breathing or body scans). There are different sessions and types. It's usually guided throughout its entirety, so to me it's a bit distracting. However, I must admit that it's incredibly well made and it's by far the most popular app and meditation method. It's generally free, with a subscription to unlock more material. (Curiously, the app provides even bedtime stories read by professional readers or actors).
There are other apps such as headspace, or 10% happier, but I am not really familiar with them.
Not easy, I would say!
Well, you're the reasonable one among the two of us